O my mom!!!

I'm not venting about my mom, I changed my site, because this one is being stupid. Here's my new site.

www.xanga.com/ItsALLAbOuTHiM18   Well, subscribe 2 my new site please.  ~Diane

Currently Watching Little Miss Sunshine By Abigail Breslin, Greg Kinnear, Paul Dano, Alan Arkin, Toni Collette, Steve Carell, Marc Turtletaub, Jill Talley, Brenda Canela, Julio Oscar Mechoso, Chuck Loring, Justin Shilton, Gordon Thomson, Steven Christopher Parker, Bryan Cranston, John Walcutt, Paula Newsome, Dean Norris, Beth Grant, Wallace Langham see related

OMW!!! I haven't updated in 4eva!!!! So, what up? I went 2 the youth seminar and it kicked butt. It was amazing, and I'm so crazy I volunteered to speak in front of the church 2night about it. lol. I'm nervous, but I think I should do it. neways, I got this story in an email, so I thought I'd put it up for ya'll to read.

A girl asked a

guy if he

thought she

was pretty, 

He said..

no.

She asked

him if he

would want

to be with

her forever..

and he

said no.

She then

asked him

if she were

to leave

would he

cry, and

once again

he replied

with a no.

She had

heard

enough.

As she

walked

away,

tears

streaming

down her

face,

the boy

grabbed

her arm

and said...

You're not

pretty

you're

beautiful.

I don't

want to

be with

you

forever,

I NEED

to be

with you

forever.

And I

wouldn't

cry if

you

walked

away...

I'd die...

I just thought that was a really cute story. I dunno, maybe I'm just  corny romantic. lol. well, ttyl. Don't know when I'll update again. It might be a while, oh well.  ~musicfreaq18 

Currently Listening Now That's What I Call Music! 14 By Various Artists #2 see related

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
Now ask yourself

Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love?

Sing wit me y'all:
One world, one world (We only got)
One world, one world (That's all we got)
One world, one world
And something's wrong wit it (Yeah)
Something's wrong wit it (Yeah)
Something's wrong wit the wo-wo-world, yeah
We only got
(One world, one world)
That's all we got
(One world, one world)

I Love this song. It's called "Where Is the Love?", by The Black Eyed Peas. I bought a CD from the thrifty shopper and it had like loads of scratches on it, but I got alot of songs off it which kicks butt. lol. Well, life is pretty hectic. Sadie Hawkins is coming up. I chickened out of askin the guy I like, but I asked Kody and got rejected loads of times, but I'm persistent. lol.So finally he said yes. Now I gotta find an outfit 4 him, but Danielle's helpin' lol.We should totally get those freaky shoes 4 him. lol. neways, that should be fun. I'll give you all the details. ttyl, homies. Out. lol. thought I'd go a lil ghetto. hehe. ~musicfreaq18

PS I prob won't get on soon, so that gives ya'll alot of time to comment. hehe. just say hi for cryin' out loud. I don't care who you r if you r reading this you must comment, or else something bad will happen to you in 2 hours. Not really but maybe that will motivate you to comment.

Currently Listening Amusing By Chris Rice Love Like Crazy see related

There was a serious fire in which a family was stuck inside the burning building with no means of escape.  The fire trucks arrived at the scene. People rushed out of the trucks, trying to save this family, except for this one fireman. He sat in the fire truck, watching the building burn to the ground, while making sure that the expensive brand new CD player that he had just bought for the fire chief worked. He was fired from the department, was reported and was put on trial. His attorneys just pleaded his case saying that the CD player was extremely expensive and that the man went through alot to buy it for the chief, and thus shouldn't have been fired from his job. But that whole family of 5 died in the fire, and all he did was stand by and watch.  What kind of punishment do you think this man deserves for letting this family die for a CD player? 2 years in prison? 20 years? a life sentence? capital punishment?

Now, do you have any unsaved friends or family members? Have you taken the time to share the gospel with them? Do they know the gospel of Christ or are you comdeming them to hell, because you r too afraid of rejection or being persecuted? What persecution? Jesus says in Matthew, "Blessed are they who suffer persecution for justice sake, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. Blessed are you when men reproach you, and persecute you, and speaking falsely, say all manner of evil against you, for my sake." And in our country the worst thing that can happen is loss of friendship, which is difficult, but for the sake of Christ, it is worth it. Not only that but, I find it harder to witness once you have built a really strong relationship, because you keep putting it off. But how long do we have left on this earth? God can take us at any moment. You can say,"Oh, I'll witness to them next week, that'll be the perfect time." You may not even have a next week, for you or for them. Now is the opportune moment.

Now, go back to the fireman. What punishment did you give him? Did you answer the first three questions of the paragraph before with a yes or even one of the quesions with a yes? If you did you are just like that fireman, you are going to let those unsaved people burn in hell for an eternity, just because you let a little fear stop you. What's more important to you as a Christian? Being accepted by others or seeing those you care about live in heaven for eternity? If you have any unsaved friends that you haven't talked to and you honestly judged that fireman according to what he deserved, you deserve the punishment you condemed him with. Now, how do you think that makes God feel?

This is what my new Bible course is about, how to share the message of God effectively. and I have definitely not arrived yet, because I know I have tons of unsaved friends and family that I haven't talked to, and they are going to hell. And I haven't told them, because I'm afraid, I'm a coward. Honestly, when i judged that man, I thought that he deserved capital punishment. That means I deserve it too. But God has saved me from hell and I should try to save others. This has really convicted me and in fact i cried over it, yes, it hit me that hard. I'm not gonna wait till it's too late. wow, that was long. Well, I hope ya'll read this and I hope you give it some thought. Comment please. ttyl. ~musicfreaq18

Currently Listening Sound Loaded By Ricky Martin #1 (hehe, don't ask) see related

Happy Birthday!!!!

First I wanna say Happy Birthday to...

Larissa

Miller!!!!! on the 14th of

January.Happy Belated Bday!!!

Then 2day Happy Bday to

Becky

Peck!!!!

I know I don't know her very well, but you are an awesome bball player.  And lastly Happy Birthday to

Jim

Carrey!!!!!

You are my hero in the comedy business!!!!

 You Rock!!!!!! ttyl peoples. (kudos for more randomness) ~musicfreaq18